Gateway to Intelligent Infinity

[Nicholas]

Ra said sexual energy transfer is one of the ways to open the gateway to intelligent infinity, so I assume there are multiple ways. I assume one of them is solitary meditation. Anyone care to elaborate on this topic?

Assuming my experience falls into this category, I would say that "contact" involves a complete and unreserved sense of identification with the entire cosmos. Ra talk about the universe, metaphorically speaking as being a single body. If that statement ever feels personal, rather than metaphorical, that's how contact feels. You feel everything, you can recall anything. Your attention becomes magnified and you feel humbly insignificant as you acknowledge your inglorious reaction was yours, yet not you.

Contact to me can be best expressed by this acronym. Remember Everything Always Love. 

You just want the whole world to experience the realness of it. Your world view is radically transformed and you are left confused as to how to translate the experience. It's unique and personal, but you know it is the same for everyone else. 

Another attempt to describe it would be "what if I knew then what I know now". 

It literally feels like you have been re-born into a younger version of yourself! You retain all of your memories and can recall any moment in your life at will, but you are no longer emotionally tied to them because you are now identifying with this very moment. And it all feels so very abstract. You realise you are still "you". But you find it. You find something that words, memories, feelings fall short of conveying. Something shifts within you (my wisdom teeth grew through my jaw in a split second. I heard a crunching sound in my jaw, rushed to my bathroom mirror and saw them for the first time. I was the only witness to this experience) Assuming of course that my own experience falls into this "contact" context.

If I am correct...

You will be the only witness, it will be unique to you, you will feel lonely and isolated as a result. Yet undeniably unafraid by it 

Ra used the term "indescribable joy". It is this descriptive attempt to convey "contact" which still convinces me to this day that I experienced it. When I first read that term, it reminded me of that time in my life that I am trying to describe here, albeit, somewhat futilely I feel. (apart from the wisdom teeth crunching sound, that was very real) 

I suppose if you face your greatest adversary, and pledge a degree of inner sincerity, and are wilfully sacrificial (mentally speaking), something happens that you are least equipped to dealing with.

I do know what it feels like but I don't want to fully admit to feeling it. It's deeply upsetting on one level because I feel like I have not returned the gesture of thanks and gratitude that the Creator expressed to me in those indescribable moments. I regularly feel like I am failing, to some degree or another. 

Contact is no golden ticket, it is however a golden insight into things and recalling the experience brings you straight back to home base, so to speak. You get to start over and pick yourself up like it was the first fall.

That's my own perspective of it at least. You see subjective/conditioned fears as illusory pawns in your life, and you can choose to be any piece on the board.