The Spiritual Use of Entheogens

[Parsons]

I don't think the hospital could prove anything even if they would have called the cops. I told them I took DMT +  Syrian Rue and they couldn't find anything in my system whatsoever. I have no clue of the legality of the situation and (disclaimer) I'm not encouraging anyone to do anything illegal. But I did tell them I bought both components to my 'pharmahuasca' brew on Amazon, which is half true. You can buy both the ayahuasca vine and Syrian Rue on Amazon legally.

As for the different levels of reality, yeah I would say I was tapping into a higher level of reality for a relatively brief amount of time. It seemed to be almost exclusively auditory interaction with other entities. I even think at one point I had negative entities trying to f*** with me. I remember clearly shortly after the ambulance picked me up, I had an entity randomly tell me one of my tatoos was Satanic and something to the effect that it meant my soul was bound to Satan or some such nonsense.  I didn't even believe it at the time despite my state of mental/emotional crisis.

Ayahuasca is nicknamed the 'death vine' for good reason. Many people who take a higher dosage go through the sensation of dying. I can tell you when the trip started going south, the actual sensation was the most unpleasant thing I've ever experienced in my whole life (even considering severe panic attacks and a motorcycle accident that shattered my leg and nearly killed me). I still very much value the overall experience, but I never want to experience that sensation ever again.