09-24-2010, 05:36 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-24-2010, 05:40 PM by peelstreetguy.)
Hi Carla, I hope you are feeling better by the day.
My question is this:
I live in a big city and often wish I could live in the country where I think I would find more peace in my life. I've grown tired of being around so many people all the time. I have inlaw neighbors that I have to deal with all the time. I've shown great patience in dealing with them, but I've had enough of them. I do not agree with how they treat their children and pets. It hurts me all the time watching their deplorable behaviour, but I can't say anything ever because they become very angry and defensive. I have to walk on eggshells around them and I'm tired of it. I'm tired of them affecting my life and emotions. I've tried planting seeds on many occasions but nothing ever changes. I'm sorry to say that I wish I never had to see them again. I cannot stand the negativity anymore.
This reminds me of something Ra has said about auric infringement happening all the time in big cities.
Am I failing to properly deal with the catalyst my neighbors are giving me, or are they just slowly driving me crazy? Moving is not an option for me right now. Am I right in wishing to live in the country where I would mostly only see the people I want to see and live with nature?
Your thoughts on this can of worms would be appreciated. Thank you.
My question is this:
I live in a big city and often wish I could live in the country where I think I would find more peace in my life. I've grown tired of being around so many people all the time. I have inlaw neighbors that I have to deal with all the time. I've shown great patience in dealing with them, but I've had enough of them. I do not agree with how they treat their children and pets. It hurts me all the time watching their deplorable behaviour, but I can't say anything ever because they become very angry and defensive. I have to walk on eggshells around them and I'm tired of it. I'm tired of them affecting my life and emotions. I've tried planting seeds on many occasions but nothing ever changes. I'm sorry to say that I wish I never had to see them again. I cannot stand the negativity anymore.
This reminds me of something Ra has said about auric infringement happening all the time in big cities.
Am I failing to properly deal with the catalyst my neighbors are giving me, or are they just slowly driving me crazy? Moving is not an option for me right now. Am I right in wishing to live in the country where I would mostly only see the people I want to see and live with nature?
Your thoughts on this can of worms would be appreciated. Thank you.