02-18-2016, 09:23 PM
(This post was last modified: 02-21-2016, 11:25 AM by AnthroHeart.)
(02-18-2016, 06:23 PM)tamaryn Wrote: The geometry as crystallization of self sounds about right. Seeing through the illusion for a split second and viewing an alignment.
I get the swollen blood vessel feeling at my left temple a lot. Sometimes it forms a half crown from my left eye to the back of my head. In fact its starting the accumulation of pressure now. I see it as a sign I am not fully allowing the life force to flow harmoniously in that area, and Is meeting a resistance pattern. Maybe the resistance in myself is believing it as an adversary rather than a friend in need.
And Yes, that primal Fear comes to me on and off. It is like an initiation and there is a Doorway you may enter, if you aren't scared to death already. And just beyond the door is my soul looking at itself. Does he see yet that we are one and the same awareness? Does he see that this was created so he could choose to expand?
Once I see beyond the image that goes along with the powerful fear it is like the image is revealed as a hologram being projected by an Orb of colored energy. An aspect of my soul I abandoned long ago. Returning in great harmonious Laughter. You found me again!
(02-21-2016, 10:56 AM)Matt1 Wrote: I think most distortions come back to the feeling of unworthiness. That is to say that one is not worthy of the creators love, this distorting the very basis of reality.