So you are saying basically that any manifestation is by its fundamental nature positive and it only becomes negative if you resist it. Though I totally understand that I can't help but think about moments where if I would have not put any resistance I would still have ended up doing things I don't want to do. There is probably resistance at the source of why I ended up at those situations, there was resistance from me to be part of those moments and there is resistance to forget about it because it bothered me at the time. Even to lessen resistance I have to resist resistance itself because it is already there naturally to me.
I also understand resistance has the purpose of showing oneself what he is not. Because I have too much resistance I can only see what I am not. But on most occasions I resist some situations because I find no potential to feel pleasure in doing something or be part of something within myself. I feel like I resist so much things because I don't like to do them. But do I resist because every opportunity seems unpleasant or unpleasant opportunities present themselves more because I resist them? Should my life be only a series of events of things I don't like to do? Does manifesting pleasant situations requires to just absolutely accept every unpleasant situations without resistance? Because I feel like if I just do that my life will end up being only doing what I don't like doing without resistance. Am I right to resist situations I find to be unpleasant or am I just an a****** who doesn't like anything? Sorry if I become annoying about this, but I try seeing what would have been different in every situations with my life if I had not resisted and to me it would seem worst but I can only work with what has already happened. I have already found peace for what comes from now on but I try to understand what has been wrong in the past so I don't become my past.
Resistance....resistance .... resistance everywhere....
The funny thing I notice after talking about all of this is the more I try not to involve the ego in everything the more it shows up because I'm so strong at manifesting what I try not to manifest. That's kind of nasty and hilarious simultaneously.
I also understand resistance has the purpose of showing oneself what he is not. Because I have too much resistance I can only see what I am not. But on most occasions I resist some situations because I find no potential to feel pleasure in doing something or be part of something within myself. I feel like I resist so much things because I don't like to do them. But do I resist because every opportunity seems unpleasant or unpleasant opportunities present themselves more because I resist them? Should my life be only a series of events of things I don't like to do? Does manifesting pleasant situations requires to just absolutely accept every unpleasant situations without resistance? Because I feel like if I just do that my life will end up being only doing what I don't like doing without resistance. Am I right to resist situations I find to be unpleasant or am I just an a****** who doesn't like anything? Sorry if I become annoying about this, but I try seeing what would have been different in every situations with my life if I had not resisted and to me it would seem worst but I can only work with what has already happened. I have already found peace for what comes from now on but I try to understand what has been wrong in the past so I don't become my past.
Resistance....resistance .... resistance everywhere....
The funny thing I notice after talking about all of this is the more I try not to involve the ego in everything the more it shows up because I'm so strong at manifesting what I try not to manifest. That's kind of nasty and hilarious simultaneously.
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