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[chaospanda]

I can offer some insight, as I am going into the indigo ray and often stay in it, but only to be knocked back out on and off. I basically cleared all the main energy blockages and attained clarity and determination in my identity and mission as a human being. Though I still find myself confronted with the same irritations/grievances that knock me out of that unconditional love that empowers the movement into the indigo ray. It is clear that this is catalyst that needs to be processed, and I am working on it. I have become aware that anything that knocks me out of the happy place (the joy and love of being in indigo) is catalyst and is appreciated.

Though I would say that I am "in" about 20% of the time, I still have a ways to go before I am in most of the time. I can describe what it is like to be in some degree of intelligent infinity. As an example, yesterday I did a meditation based on rebirthing and spiritual energetics. I was able to enter a deep calm state and go into alpha or possibly theta. I was still aware of my body and breathing, but had basically a lucid dream in which I was reading a book purely with my mind. I understood some of the words but could not bring them back into the beta state when I woke myself up. And, I know that was not the intention.

Q'uo has said that time spent in silence, deep meditation, or intelligent infinity will result in information being revealed through intuition throughout the day. Seth also said that dreams are downloads of information, and even if the dream is not remembered, the person will "get the message." So I take these frequent book-reading dreams as that; I am receiving an information download that will further empower me and be revealed through intuition. Some of this information gained through intuition is that to go further spiritually, I need to do a few things. One, clear and balance the grievances that are knocking me out of indigo. Two, spend a significant amount of time each day in the calm/silent/energy channeling state. Three, radiate unconditional love throughout the day, focusing on being an open channel rather than a pump. Doing these will rapidly accelerate my growth, and enable a more powerful spiritual mission in this life.