04-26-2016, 04:07 AM
Why not? I figure, my desire will create opportunities for me to be helped. Anything is possible. The only reason I'm in this situation in the first place is because of my personal resonance with self-pity, fear, masochism, and the like. I need to change.
Or is it just that separation is viewed as "negative" by some who follow the philosophy of the Law of One, and you don't want to help someone you see as diametrically opposed? I have made mistakes, but if it makes you feel any better, I'm not interested in harming people within this illusion; I view this as a bad dream, and I'm just trying to take myself to a place where I can be myself, nobody bothers me, and I bother nobody. I am looking for power in a selfish way, I suppose, because I just want to be happy and at peace, but not in an actively malicious way.
As far as the physical and spiritual alterations people have done to try to keep me from manifesting, even the people who did it - specifically, ones that felt bad for me - told me that they've seen people beat it. And indeed, it's attacking me ferociously, but I'm still going strong. And I've been able to break the rules. Because there aren't any rules. No spoon. Just me.
Or is it just that separation is viewed as "negative" by some who follow the philosophy of the Law of One, and you don't want to help someone you see as diametrically opposed? I have made mistakes, but if it makes you feel any better, I'm not interested in harming people within this illusion; I view this as a bad dream, and I'm just trying to take myself to a place where I can be myself, nobody bothers me, and I bother nobody. I am looking for power in a selfish way, I suppose, because I just want to be happy and at peace, but not in an actively malicious way.
As far as the physical and spiritual alterations people have done to try to keep me from manifesting, even the people who did it - specifically, ones that felt bad for me - told me that they've seen people beat it. And indeed, it's attacking me ferociously, but I'm still going strong. And I've been able to break the rules. Because there aren't any rules. No spoon. Just me.