Under attack... in desperate need of help...

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If I were you I would seek out a therapist, preferably someone with spiritual understanding. To me it looks like you're unstable and delusional and in need of professional help. Although I believe that psychic attacks from negative entities exist, I think it's a lot more common that the cause is internal. Maybe it's just catalyst that you're interpreting incorrectly, maybe you're having a kundalini awakening, maybe you have a mental illness that should be treated. I don't mean to judge, I simply don't want to encourage potentially selfdestructive thoughts and behaviors.

You're either trying to manipulate me, or you have no idea what you're typing about.

Those people are not interested in helping me make spiritual progress. To say the very least.

I tried working with them, but there's no working with them. Give them an inch and they'll take a continent. Liars who just want to control people. I was warned early on to "stay away from the mental health system, those places never help anybody". Advice I wish I'd payed attention to. A full decade of torture and brain damage.
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Hey Mahakali,

I'm so sorry you're experiencing all this pain, but I'm so glad you're here asking for help, it's a great place where you'll find a wealth of knowledge and loving support. I don't think 1109 is trying to manipulate you in any way by suggesting this route- although I totally agree with you in that the mental health system can be a dangerous place to seek answers. However I think there are other options available to you outside of the allopathic healthcare system. I'd try looking in your area for energy healers, QHHT practitioners or the like. If you are under psychic attack these people will probably be able to help you find answers and insight into how to deal with it.

Sending positive vibes and love <3