Under attack... in desperate need of help...

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How can one manipulate one's position within time/space and space/time in such a way as to access alternate timelines? This in particular is very important, because I've been pulled into an alternate timeline that's a very bad one, and I need to learn to jump to a different dimension. I know it's possible - I've seen tesseracts. But the above problems with vibration, meditation, nanotech, etc. are causing part of me to believe that it isn't possible - even though I've accomplished it in situations where I've been in serious danger. I understand dimensional jumping usually as simply installing mods onto a computer game, kinda, but I've got all kinds of viruses now, and I'm unsure what to do. I'm also aware that disconnecting from the consensus reality is important in order to be able to move in ways that are foreign to it, which is one reason why I'm wary of a fourth-density social memory complex. How do I take control of where I exist so that I can choose what I experience?

The first thing to understand is that what you are experiencing is always a perfect reflection of what is going on within you. That is universal law. So if your outer reality sucks, it is because your inner reality sucks. That is not a judgment, just an observation. It is a fact that has become apparent to me over the course of my life. You can accept your power, and thus your responsibility, or you can pretend the power is outside of yourself.

So how to change your outer reality? You have to change your inner reality. Change the reflectee (yourself) and the reflection will change. The mirror is not the problem, it simply reflects, mechanically, without praise or condemnation the contents of your own mind.  

You have talked about the power of belief. That's good that you recognize the power of belief, but now it is time to stop talking about it and actually utilize it. You don't want to be attacked? Stop believing it is happening. You have told a somewhat detailed story of psychic attack which is the reason why you've posted here.  Now whether you are "actually" being attacked or it is all in your head is not my concern.  It is real to you, and that is good enough for me.  However, everything you are experiencing has been attracted to you because you continue to think its real, which activates the vibrations of "i'm being attacked and it getting worse".  The more your conscious attention dwells on that, the more real it becomes.  It will just keep getting worse and worse because you keep validating it as a reality and telling the same story over and over again.  I can certainly understand why you would do that.  Afterall, from your perspective it really seems like it's happening.  And so you continue to practice the story, and keep activating the magnets that attract it and make it real. But you are using your own creative power against yourself everytime you do.

If you really want it to stop, start telling a new story, and never tell the old one again.  It won't get better over night, because you can't normally instantly believe a new story.  But you need to practice the new story and in time, the old one will become less real as you attention withdraws.

Imagine your life as you want it to be, and keep practicing that until you feel normal and comfortable with it.  Everytime something happens, reinterpret it to match your desired experience. Don't allow yourself to think about the "beings attacking you" because guess what?  You thinking about them *IS* them successfully attacking you!  Negative beings manipulate you by getting *YOU* to create your own negative reality. They are not creating reality for you. YOU do that.    

So the answer is very very very simple, but can be difficult for people to stick with because of its simplicity (people often want answers to be complex and mysterious).  The answer is: reinterpret everything through the lense of well being.  Tell the story of your life how you want it to be, and in time, it will gain more vibrational momentum than the terrible story you have currently active. Please understand, again, that I'm not saying what you are experiencing is not real, i'm only saying: stop continuing to make it real.  Focus on well being, look for evidence of well being, and well being you shall find.

Don't try to make too big a vibrational jump either.  Don't try to be god right this second.  Start out with optimism, and gradually build your belief in well being and in a couple weeks if you are being sincere in your attempts, you life will dramatically change for the better. Oftentimes less is more in the sense that "small changes" in perspective will provide more progress than an attempted massive jump in belief, which just throws you back against the wall because it was too much to be believable.