Under attack... in desperate need of help...

[Mahakali]

Well, yes, merging with the Ultimate is the final goal. That's what liberation is. But, first, I think I have to let go of craving for form, and I crave a higher form of freedom right now.

Why is that sometimes this world is portrayed as a living Hell of karmic debts run by evil tyrants from which escape is the primary goal, though they try to trap you here even in death, yet, other times, it's portrayed as a great place of opportunity with long waiting lists where even the gods vie to be born?

Is it not possible that this is not just a nexus of various portions of an infinite multiverse, and, say, the Ra material, or Christianity, or atheism, etc. are just different paths to take that lead to different places in said infinite multiverse, and the reality of the matter is not so linear?

This is what I feel the truth is, deep down. I believe that infinity is present in every moment, and perhaps no such thing as a past exists, and "reincarnation" is just a manifestation in space/time of whatever time/space pattern we are left in at point of death.

Anyone else have an opinion on this?