Under attack... in desperate need of help...

[Nicholas]

I seek practical advice.

I have read most of this thread and so wont reiterate the good stuff I have come across (I love the room cleaning advice, personally  ).  As reaper said, you appear quite on the ball and I think we are pretty limited and unqualified in giving you what you are looking for...

What I really need is advice on removal of the astral implants

Well if someone is burnt out from work life or family commitments, taking a sabbatical can help. The point of this is an outside in approach to transformation via a change of scenery. Your situation seems very different though, but the outside in method might help. Neggie critters enjoy dirty environments, whether it's dirty fingernails, an overflowing ashtray, or a decomposing mole caught several years ago in a trap under the floor boards.

The executive suite for them is a dirty mind!  

and a better understanding on the operation of Stargates.

That sounds like a sabbatical to me!  

My ultimate goal is to attain total liberation, and I'll risk whatever I have to risk to achieve it.

Mahakali, you sound like a courageous soul to me because you seem to have programmed a lot of catalyst for yourself. I have not really shared my own catchphrase that much so make of it what you will...

To undergo true reform and to truly be reborn, is the truest form of liberty.

I'm not afraid of Death, at any rate; just the end of this dream and the start of another. This one has been bad, and I won't end it prematurely.

I like this bit cause you are displaying some grit. However, would you leave your clothes on the beach or give the fish something more to chew on?  

Anyway, the only advice I can give that I feel is worth sharing is, whenever the time feels right, to ask yourself what you really need right now, and be sincere about it. Then allow your eyes to wander across whatever scenery is about you. Do your eyes fall upon an empty wine bottle, or a shampoo bottle? How does this image relate to your internal query? Or, what is written on the label, or a part of it that seems to give you pause for thought? These are just simple examples of higher self guidance. I can't count the amount I have had personally, and I don't mean to say that arrogantly, it's just that I know what I am talking about here. This guidance will most probably point you towards removing those astral implants, and it will most likely sound completely illogical!

The only other thing I would say is to discern between what your fragmented self is telling you, and what you are authentically intuiting. Our fragments are there to protect us and they serve some much needed purpose at times. Your faith in self honesty, and of course, will power, will bring them home  

Best of Luck buddy and I hope this thread evolves far beyond it's current 2nd page 

One of my favourite signatures on this forum comes from a member that rarely makes any posts. It's almost as if he knows it to be true, as I am sure you do to...

"All is Well".