Must positive polarity awareness be sustained or can it be temporary to graduate?

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Ra from 17.2: 

I am Ra. It is impossible to help another being directly. It is only possible to make catalyst available in whatever form, the most important being the radiation of realization of oneness with the Creator from the self, less important being information such as we share with you.

Once any given seeker achieves maximum Union with the One Infinite Creator and is a shimmering point radiating a burning fire of Love and harmony for a few delicate, precious days, is the Game over for him or her? More to the point, can an individual soul who ‘won’ the game Hide and Seek some ten years ago then sit back and wait for everyone else to catch up or to be inconvenienced by revolution (whenever David Wilcock (ha!) reports that it is)?  Or does the seeker now have to cultivate his or her sense of Oneness and come out from hiding to radiate his or her feelings during the last days of Harvest?  If it's our role in the service-to-others orientation to radiate as much as possible for as long as possible, then how long is ‘long’? 51%-100% of the time? Once the seeker reaches union with All That Is, must s/he commit himself/herself to being blissed out for the remainder of his/her third density incarnation (which should now actually be fourth density)? Or does a fleeting, momentary 14 day experience of union with the Divine guarantee the individual to be Harvested at a later date when revolution happens? 

I tells yah: If graduation is supposed to be like an ‘on-switch’, with the individual transitioning completely from third density to radiating fourth density Love continuously and no turning off, then I think I’m screwed because the mood stabilizer I’m on keeps my vibration slow and dense and keeps me grounded in third density.  My glimpse from a fourth density perspective wrecked my brain chemicals and served me as a major “inconvenience”.  I can only speak from my personal experience.  The “inconvenience” Ra speaks of for everyone else seems to be delayed. The big kids who rule the playground we call Amerika have kicked the can a few more decades down the road. 

If I have to be radiating fourth density awareness for 51%-100% of the time, then I have alotta making up to do for the balance of my current incarnation.