05-02-2016, 01:13 PM
I've had some problems with negatives, especially at the beginning when i was first discovering them- I didn't know but my curiosity was inviting them into my life. I was wanting to learn about everything, the good and the bad, so I thought there was no harm. I was doing some research on astral projection and was reading a number of accounts that I found fascinating, yet this interest also caught the attention of some not so friendly negatives when I was reading into some people's 'scary experiences', not knowing what they were all about.
In the weeks preceding, I noticed a cloud feeling over me, it was very easy for me to see the negative side of things. I would have outbursts (I am normally very quiet and reserve a lot of my angry emotions until I am able to talk them out instead) so this was not like me.
On one occasion I was doing the dishes in the kitchen, my family and I had just had a great night playing board games and all of the sudden my mind just started going with nasty thoughts about my husband and how he makes me so mad about X and ... it hit me that I wasn't thinking like myself. As soon as I recognized there was something attached to me I (with much effort actually) had to imagine myself in shining white light and to gently tell my unwelcome passenger that I would like him to leave and that I do not need his help. At that moment I felt the cloud go and the negative thoughts were gone, able to resume my nice night.
This is an ongoing thing for me, though not near as intense- I usually just feel a presence. I need to be better at protecting myself when I speak to my higher self, and I think that's where it gets in sometimes because I pop in and out without thinking. My advice is to NOT focus on the negative entities, they notice when you do and they will take advantage. What helps for me is learning to love myself, I find the more I love myself and accept myself, the more I love others, and the less negative I think. I know it sounds so simple but really your thoughts create your own reality. Negative beings are not allowed into my life because I refuse to acknowledge them. And when I feel a greeting I give it no second thought and put on my white robe.
In the weeks preceding, I noticed a cloud feeling over me, it was very easy for me to see the negative side of things. I would have outbursts (I am normally very quiet and reserve a lot of my angry emotions until I am able to talk them out instead) so this was not like me.
On one occasion I was doing the dishes in the kitchen, my family and I had just had a great night playing board games and all of the sudden my mind just started going with nasty thoughts about my husband and how he makes me so mad about X and ... it hit me that I wasn't thinking like myself. As soon as I recognized there was something attached to me I (with much effort actually) had to imagine myself in shining white light and to gently tell my unwelcome passenger that I would like him to leave and that I do not need his help. At that moment I felt the cloud go and the negative thoughts were gone, able to resume my nice night.
This is an ongoing thing for me, though not near as intense- I usually just feel a presence. I need to be better at protecting myself when I speak to my higher self, and I think that's where it gets in sometimes because I pop in and out without thinking. My advice is to NOT focus on the negative entities, they notice when you do and they will take advantage. What helps for me is learning to love myself, I find the more I love myself and accept myself, the more I love others, and the less negative I think. I know it sounds so simple but really your thoughts create your own reality. Negative beings are not allowed into my life because I refuse to acknowledge them. And when I feel a greeting I give it no second thought and put on my white robe.
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