Identifying "friends"

[Billy]

Makes me wonder whether my distortions and feelings of unworthiness are in some way related to 'outside' influences.  Fatigue has been one of my most closest 'companions' for as long as I can remember but I have always chalked that up to the Crohn's disease, along with a not so flash diet.  Self loathing thoughts certainly do not help and, from what I understand, create an opening for 'friends' to make their welcome and stay.  I'm happy to hear that you are becoming conscious of these things and are starting to make choices which are more positive and informed.  All the power to you Kaaron, keep up the good work!  NZ is such a beautiful place also.  Despite the negative influences, which I imagine none here in 3rd density avoid entirely, you guys must be doing something right.  One day, I hope to visit.