Because of my personal bias I choose to add this reminder...Ra states this is not the density of understanding, and that this reality is designed specifically to push any beings living in it to choose polarity and live with faith. Ra does not mean that faith needs to be tailored in any particular way, but that it is necessary for an entity to consciously realize it does not understand the higher mysteries in order for it to have faith. (paradoxically, the center of faith is the indigo ray chakra...where we can open the door to infinity within ourselves).
However, if you are looking for answers, or clarity on this specific story you've outlined, may I recommend searching within yourself? Also, if you call upon whatever benevolent help you believe is looking out for you, to help you understand, then they will in their own way.
It is my experience that any answer I arrive at, yields more questions.
However, if you are looking for answers, or clarity on this specific story you've outlined, may I recommend searching within yourself? Also, if you call upon whatever benevolent help you believe is looking out for you, to help you understand, then they will in their own way.
It is my experience that any answer I arrive at, yields more questions.