RA's distortions

[GentleReckoning]

Just a thought I had as it seems that exposure to the Law of One tends to produce 'interesting' experiences for those that enjoy it.

Dear GentleReckoning,

I'm sorry for going off-topic.

Would you mind telling me what have you meant with this sentence?

Thanks in advance..

I was pretty much sane before encountering the Law of One. Since encountering the Law of One, I dropped most fear,  moved to Thailand for a couple months, came back to the states, lived with my parents, created a conscious entity in my imagination that was magical and wonderful, then went insane, became that personality. My friends regarded me as some kind of spiritual entity looking to me for advice on meditation and other things. I had ridiculous personal 'gravity' and charisma. Then I took a development intensive, unlocked anger and am now in the process of learning to play at a very deep level. And I plan to change the world in a significant way for mainstream seekers.

Probably get a doctorate in psychology or just start kickstarting businesses. Or both. Dunno. Last time I was in CO and smoked, I felt the orb of the sun god above my head and some other interesting stuff. I'm not 'that' functional yet, but I'm moving a large amount of shame, anger, and rage up through my body. Last year it was at apathy, suicide, and depression, but I've almost got it up to love. (when you're conscious of the process and in the midst of intense delayed catalyst, it's a b**** to open the heart, but I think I'm almost there....)

Also, I do something with challenging/accepting ghosts. I do it intuitively, but when I sense an entity that causes me to perceive fear, I invite it into my energy body, and then let it process it's catalyst through my past experiences and I perhaps let it create experiences in my reality to allow it to learn. Not really sure, because my third eye is far from being open, and I'm not in any kind of contact with any kind of seer/oracle/evolved seeker that I trust. Anyway, as I do this, I may make use of their mental body? Not really sure, but I've become very, very creative as I've developed on this path.

So TLDR My life went to s***, gained greatly increased awareness, creativity, sensitivity, but have strong adhd and mild schizophrenic symptoms. I kind of view the LOO as a portal to a certain place of increased influence in the world if used in that capacity. But I admit that there is a large amount of my history present in my current circumstances.