(10-15-2010, 03:18 AM)Meerie Wrote: I was thinking it might be a bit dangerous, if for example the emotion to start with is anger and you intensify it as much as possible.... couldn't that get you into a "murderous rage"?
I'm wondering this too, as aside from peaks in my hormone cycle I'm fairly emotionally stable, being calm and swayed little.
Once a month I feel intense anger and rage. It just comes in the pure emotional sense in that there isn't anything associated with it - I find it very difficult to interact with people.
To describe - It's a sensation of a pencil being bent - that point just before it cracks, or a spring coiled so tight it can no longer be contained. It's a breaking point.
I know it's the tipping point of my hormones as it lifts instantly and my monthly’s start or I ovulate.
Even since I hit adolescence I have smashed mirrors, punched holes in doors, window and walls
I become very explosive. My instinct when I'm experiencing this is to be alone and do nothing, but this is rarely possible.
I try and just accept it as an emotion, experience the energy of it respect it and wait for it too pass - it certainly gives me empathy for others as I realise some people must spend far more time at the mercy of there chemicals.
I’ve never become murderous, but I’ve been very tempted to head butt people
