09-06-2016, 05:52 PM
(09-06-2016, 05:13 PM)Minyatur Wrote: About the "ultimate acceptance", I also think there is at some point a moment of perceiving that every moment of your path was fated, that you always played your given role and could've never done otherwise, that each moment was literally always perfect and that you now are fully aware of it, that there was never positive/negative but instead cause and effect to be experienced.
In this would lie awareness that every STO act always were STS in their inherent nature, that you served others for yourself and never truly for others (as they are an extension of yourself). That every STS act always had the inherent good will and innocence that is found in the STO path also. You would really become unable to truly dissociate polarities and instead perceive in others (or your past self) that they either are in a state of harmony with themselves or not. You also see that every moment cannot and should not be removed, that this would make Love incomplete and render it void, that everything has truly it's place.
I think this is known for a long time, but there's a moment of like truly feeling it.
Ooooooh deep. I've thought the first part off and on, but hadn't considered the second.
This morning I started thinking about how accurate astrology is in the natal chart and cycles how all the aspects are scarily precise and was forced to wonder if we aren't just different computer programs. We are math lol It kinda started to stir my rebellious nature.
My thoughts were well if this is a program and I've been designed to feel such and such, and react in such and such a way I'm going to mess up the program and just not react or take things deeply anymore, do the opposite ... Then I realized that exact plan and thought pattern could have been programmed into my "life" too. No winning that rebellion. lol
I honestly hope it's all fated. Just an experience picked off a shelf to be had.
If I'm not actually me but an awareness experiencing something set in stone like a well balanced math equation it all matters much less. It could just be experienced vs taken so seriously.
The flip side of that is again we wouldn't need individual souls at all for that just the ONE under a heavy veil of illusion.
Going to have to read the second part again. Like it so far though.