nobody knows me

[Dog Star]

there is too much catalyst here which I am too "weak" to respond, all I can do is accept, love, see in different aspect and towards evolution of the self and the unveiling reality, but this does not change the fact that I am powerless, not only to my self but to those of greed and evil, I've embraced my role on earth as a love becon, but no matter what I am alone and seperated by hard illusion, I will never be seen in my trueness, not here, not when I'm judged, I hate the human construct idea of responsibility, I hate to work for someone else, I hate to waste the little time that I have on pointless "responsibilities", it is all human fault, they wish to live in darkness, remain unseen, alone, weak, to be looked down by their very own god. I have been given amazing signs from reality that I am on the right path, my soul and heart are ever brighter, but my physical body is a slave to responsibilities which are not my own, I want to leave, how do I leave with little to no karma, how do I avoid from doing another cycle? god dear god I cant