09-09-2016, 01:22 AM
I've felt the same way for about the last two years, except that for the last six months or so I'm realizing more and more that this type of thinking only cements you into your perceived slavehood. BUT don't take this to be a bad thing - don't focus on your negative thinking, the stagnating thinking, no! no good comes from that. this is a GOOD thing, it means that your thoughts are so powerful they created the reality you are in.
I read pieces of the Seth Material recently, and the BIGGEST thing I learned, that keeps repeating over and over in my head through these last few weeks, is that YOUR ENVIRONMENT IS A PURE REFLECTION OF YOURSELF. Every thing, every object, every emotion, every piece of information, every last IOTA, that you perceive at any moment ALL originates from within your self.
There's so much you can take away from this, but what it's meant to me is that the best thing to do is to try to include all that you perceive into your range of radiated love. So every piece of your environment that you dislike, is the corresponding piece of yourself that you dislike. You will be less than perfectly balanced AS LONG AS you do not accept that part of your environment into your heart.
Another thing that I've been bouncing around my head for a while: EVERY SINGLE MOMENT contains INFINITE love. So all that is left is to try to find it. If you try, hard, to find the love underneath your gross, slanty, jarring, negative thoughts, no, even more than that, find the love WITHIN these repulsive thoughts, then you get a little lighter, man, you do. At first I did it really simple, just look around my immediate surroundings and find something that tingles my heart a little bit. I still do this.
Anyway, I'm not perfectly balanced at all, no sir. But these are my techniques. This is my ideal that I hold in my head, and forgive myself when I don't meet them, because I know that they are ALWAYS THERE. The love is ALWAYS THERE, ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS, smiling and laughing and waiting and knowing, and loving, and welcoming you when you find it.
ALWAAAAAAAAYYYSSS All Ways.
that's what keeps me going.
I read pieces of the Seth Material recently, and the BIGGEST thing I learned, that keeps repeating over and over in my head through these last few weeks, is that YOUR ENVIRONMENT IS A PURE REFLECTION OF YOURSELF. Every thing, every object, every emotion, every piece of information, every last IOTA, that you perceive at any moment ALL originates from within your self.
There's so much you can take away from this, but what it's meant to me is that the best thing to do is to try to include all that you perceive into your range of radiated love. So every piece of your environment that you dislike, is the corresponding piece of yourself that you dislike. You will be less than perfectly balanced AS LONG AS you do not accept that part of your environment into your heart.
Another thing that I've been bouncing around my head for a while: EVERY SINGLE MOMENT contains INFINITE love. So all that is left is to try to find it. If you try, hard, to find the love underneath your gross, slanty, jarring, negative thoughts, no, even more than that, find the love WITHIN these repulsive thoughts, then you get a little lighter, man, you do. At first I did it really simple, just look around my immediate surroundings and find something that tingles my heart a little bit. I still do this.
Anyway, I'm not perfectly balanced at all, no sir. But these are my techniques. This is my ideal that I hold in my head, and forgive myself when I don't meet them, because I know that they are ALWAYS THERE. The love is ALWAYS THERE, ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS, smiling and laughing and waiting and knowing, and loving, and welcoming you when you find it.

that's what keeps me going.