Questioner that made me giggle - I'll come to your worship, it still may not fit for me but I'm sure I'd find friends there 
Like you nothing 'fits' for me, I have a very strong personal guidance threw dreams and my own poetry. Yet at times I feel a loneliness treading a path of an esoteric awakening.
As a child I understood the Christian teachings but had strong ideas that I'd been here before. As a child at Sunday school I'd argue that we came back and didn't just 'go to heaven' I remember telling people 'we keep coming back here till we get it right'
Personally I think in the Alpha course I was hoping for people to share experiences with, and although I could share in there feelings.... they were never going to understand mine. I’m pleased I can remain friends with them.
They have recently changed there sign out front to ‘serving the community threw the teachings of Jesus’ I understand I’m welcome there and can worship with them – may be the time will come when I can talk more openly of the things I see with them.
Like you nothing 'fits' for me, I have a very strong personal guidance threw dreams and my own poetry. Yet at times I feel a loneliness treading a path of an esoteric awakening.
As a child I understood the Christian teachings but had strong ideas that I'd been here before. As a child at Sunday school I'd argue that we came back and didn't just 'go to heaven' I remember telling people 'we keep coming back here till we get it right'
Personally I think in the Alpha course I was hoping for people to share experiences with, and although I could share in there feelings.... they were never going to understand mine. I’m pleased I can remain friends with them.
They have recently changed there sign out front to ‘serving the community threw the teachings of Jesus’
I understand I’m welcome there and can worship with them – may be the time will come when I can talk more openly of the things I see with them.