10-18-2010, 01:12 PM
Interesting thought.
I can relate to both the feeling that I'm waiting for something and also the feeling of urgency.
The urgency has passed a little for the time being... I think it was when my higerself was trying to get a lot of info threw to me, it was my urgency to form a kind of understanding of it all, and then integrate bits of me that had gone a drift.
I've had a similar experience to you Carrie in regard to 'steps of light’ and being told it's not time and having to go back - but mine was in a dream. The message was still clear.
The past few nights have given me messages that I'm on track at the moment and although I don't know what or why, it's ok
I also had a revelation about the buzzing and ringing I've always had in my head.... when I was on a bus with tour guides to some special destination... we were passing really wired stuff, they were trying to tell us what was going on - but the intercom was broken and just buzzed
I do feel like I have more to do, but for the moment the urgency seems to have passes and like Circle of one I'm awaiting another trigger now.
Do you feel you have a deadline?
I can relate to both the feeling that I'm waiting for something and also the feeling of urgency.
The urgency has passed a little for the time being... I think it was when my higerself was trying to get a lot of info threw to me, it was my urgency to form a kind of understanding of it all, and then integrate bits of me that had gone a drift.
I've had a similar experience to you Carrie in regard to 'steps of light’ and being told it's not time and having to go back - but mine was in a dream. The message was still clear.
The past few nights have given me messages that I'm on track at the moment and although I don't know what or why, it's ok

I also had a revelation about the buzzing and ringing I've always had in my head.... when I was on a bus with tour guides to some special destination... we were passing really wired stuff, they were trying to tell us what was going on - but the intercom was broken and just buzzed

I do feel like I have more to do, but for the moment the urgency seems to have passes and like Circle of one I'm awaiting another trigger now.
Do you feel you have a deadline?