Well I think there might be more to it than will.
The first month the visions weren't just visions. A fellow incarnate an hour away was privy to my vision in some way, we've shared visions before but the first month of meditation was the first time we were consciously aware of it. There was also very odd info given to me. Obscur history from the 1300s and some strange mathematically verifiable things told in the visions.
After that I went on a shamanic journey were I really didn't understand the message. I guess I still don't but one thing I remember was the flashes in the journey were nearly all to fast to consously grasp. Then I don't know I just had an aversion.
Friday I had a turning point. I released a lot of attachments and following that I had a great meditation and the visions came within minutes, very similar to the shamanic journey. Again very fast to fast to see in most cases but for some reason I'm not intimidated by the speed of the flashes now.
I'm not sure why I had the aversion, perhaps intimidate by the journey perhaps I had to release attachment first, perhaps I just wasn't ready I don't know.
Mysterious, not sure why I posted this response but perhaps to thank you all again. It seems whenever I bring an issue up here it is resolved promptly. Can't help but see it coincides with it being part of a collective consciousness perhaps increasing the unconscious collective call for resolution.
Edited to add there was some will involved I did still have to continue even though I didn't want to but it was so much easier so I think intimidation or some other energy(attachment to ideas/emotional connection) was blocking me.
The first month the visions weren't just visions. A fellow incarnate an hour away was privy to my vision in some way, we've shared visions before but the first month of meditation was the first time we were consciously aware of it. There was also very odd info given to me. Obscur history from the 1300s and some strange mathematically verifiable things told in the visions.
After that I went on a shamanic journey were I really didn't understand the message. I guess I still don't but one thing I remember was the flashes in the journey were nearly all to fast to consously grasp. Then I don't know I just had an aversion.
Friday I had a turning point. I released a lot of attachments and following that I had a great meditation and the visions came within minutes, very similar to the shamanic journey. Again very fast to fast to see in most cases but for some reason I'm not intimidated by the speed of the flashes now.
I'm not sure why I had the aversion, perhaps intimidate by the journey perhaps I had to release attachment first, perhaps I just wasn't ready I don't know.
Mysterious, not sure why I posted this response but perhaps to thank you all again. It seems whenever I bring an issue up here it is resolved promptly. Can't help but see it coincides with it being part of a collective consciousness perhaps increasing the unconscious collective call for resolution.
Edited to add there was some will involved I did still have to continue even though I didn't want to but it was so much easier so I think intimidation or some other energy(attachment to ideas/emotional connection) was blocking me.