Fucking karma, how does that work?

[Minyatur]

I'm not a huge fan of forgiveness. The more I hate someone, the more I hurt them. Maybe that's somewhat negative. But as long as I can think and feel hatred, I attach them to my pain. And as long as I have my pain, I will think and feel hatred.

I think that, if I really, really want to, I could hurt them with just my mind. The amount of pain and anguish inside of me isn't something that most people following the negative path would understand or be able to notice at first glance. There's more than enough to share with people who want to be mean to me. They'll regret it, if I want them to.

That said, I'd probably rather move on... but it's hard... I really just want my mind, body, and soul to be fixed... attuned to the proper vibrations that could make me happier... but I'm not sure exactly how to go about it.

I think you gotta crystalize always making the choice of what's better and to move toward healing. It's hard, a lengthy process in which we test ourselves about what we truly want, because the Universe truly never is your enemy, it shapes your destiny based on your choices and desires. But there is light at the end of the road and at some point you gotta stop denying yourself the right to go toward the light. The light is freeing and it's there you'll find to truly be well.

If you take a look at my signature, it's not your duty to forgive but instead your fate and what you can always only gravitate toward. How you are currently is truly infinitely beautiful and infinitely worth seeking to understand, you were twisted by love and will heal through love.

Non-forgiveness is a weight that can't be forever entertained.