Fucking karma, how does that work?

[Mahakali]

I think the problem is, Maha, that if you want information on black alchemy, you won't find much of it here. All you will find is the distorted perceptions of the white magician or the neutral. If you really desire to polarize along the left hand path, I am not judging you, I am just encouraging you to find sources that are more experienced with what you are desiring. I doubt there are a lot of useful maps, because from what I know of the left hand path, it is full of secrecy and misleadings. I guess the benefit to us here is that we at least are trying our best to be as honest and truthful as possible. But, before you can move forward, you have to decide which picnic you prefer.

If you decide you prefer our picnic, I'd recommend reaching out to Reaper as someone who has transitioned back and forth. If you are looking to transmute pain into more pain, I don't think there are many people here who currently have that same desire.

Yes, and you bring up my whole point of seeking information from white light circles.

"Pain into pain" is not exactly the point, but.

90% of useful spiritual information can be found in positive sources. There are few useful maps of that other 10%, because, I think, once you get to that point, you're generating your own ideas and making your own music.

The kind of black alchemy I'm referring to is not what most black ma2gicians are into, and not exactly what Ra was referring to in that book, but.

wiches short of a picnic.
Try being nice to others without expectation of gratitude. Go ahead and give something to someone in need without desire for compensation.
I'm sure it will do your soul good and that you will have a good time.
Give it a try, why not?

I do, of course. If I have something and another person has nothing, I offer to help them. but I don't have to set out with the intention of helping others, it just happens, because I happen to enjoy making other people happy, sometimes.

I'm not a slave, period. I refuse. Anyone trying to make me one will be sorely disappointed.

I still like helping people, sure.