11-19-2016, 07:56 PM
Yeah I think that's where tenacity resides. If you start believing too much in the mind talk of giving up and going back to sleep, that faithful self fulfilling prophecy will pay homage to the vibration.
Sometimes "see the creator" sounds like self yada yada talk in my head and It becomes meaningless. But when I seek out the beauty in nature my mind gob shuts down and I am captured by the silence, just for a moment. It's the equivalent to being at a gas station and having a super fast gas pump fill up your tank when you are late for work. You get to work on time thanks to, well it's usually called luck. But metaphysically speaking it's more teamwork. you ask for help and your pit stop crew answer's the call. My greatest gratitude in life is how living nature can get you out or your head for long enough to re set the bio computer and begin afresh.
I think the reason I find it soo hard to ask for help sometimes is not because of the cultural program but more because I came to help others. And if I am in need of being helped then I am not doing what I came to do. Thus the stress call is harder to make because it feels, in my head. like a failed or aborted mission. Of course, that's just more self talk, or as Ra calls it, distortion, which I created for myself, not my environment.
Great post, BTW. And thanks!
Sometimes "see the creator" sounds like self yada yada talk in my head and It becomes meaningless. But when I seek out the beauty in nature my mind gob shuts down and I am captured by the silence, just for a moment. It's the equivalent to being at a gas station and having a super fast gas pump fill up your tank when you are late for work. You get to work on time thanks to, well it's usually called luck. But metaphysically speaking it's more teamwork. you ask for help and your pit stop crew answer's the call. My greatest gratitude in life is how living nature can get you out or your head for long enough to re set the bio computer and begin afresh.
I think the reason I find it soo hard to ask for help sometimes is not because of the cultural program but more because I came to help others. And if I am in need of being helped then I am not doing what I came to do. Thus the stress call is harder to make because it feels, in my head. like a failed or aborted mission. Of course, that's just more self talk, or as Ra calls it, distortion, which I created for myself, not my environment.
Great post, BTW. And thanks!
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