04-13-2009, 09:21 PM
(04-11-2009, 01:19 AM)Turtle Wrote: I've had a lot of mental/emotional turmoil over my understanding of what it is to be of service to others recently, mainly because I've felt that my efforts were inefficient and lacking any real impact on others. I've felt so detached from everything, because I am not allowed to see so much of what I feel should be easy to be seen. A harmonious world, full of love and understanding, is SO easy to imagine, that it pains me to open my eyes and see that I am not living in this world.
Struggling through all these things recently has led me back to something I've forgotten...the action of letting go. If I just remember to let go of my worries, then the harmony and love I desire to see so badly in this world, will flow through me once again so easily that it would require almost no effort on my part. I write this to anyone who is currently feeling or has previously felt beaten, lonely, or inadequate with their life's purpose.
Try letting go of your worries for the following reason...your worries will bring you MORE pain, more angst. I'm sure you do not desire that. Do not concern yourself with what could be....bring your mind and heart back to a place of love and peace, and you will find your path has become lighter, easier, and more enjoyable (of course you alone will know how that can be done for you).
It's NOT an act of cowardice to let go, but an act of strength and faith that you dismiss the thoughts and emotions that will only serve to weaken your spirit. Much love to all, and godspeed.
P.S. - If anyone who reads this feels the need for it, I will gladly spend some of my time to send you my love through meditation/prayer.
I've been in such a paradox just recently and I think that your words have clarified some of the troubles that I have been facing... Thank you
