Mechanics of negative time/space

[Mahakali]

I don't think you understand what karma is. Karma is not about revenge or any balance of justice. Karma is about what you radiate to the world. It's about real interaction. It's about cause and consequence. When you are mean to people, people are mean to you. If you are shy with them, they will be so as well. If you are polite and friendly, they will react as such because when we interact we exchange energy. We absorb the energies of others, then process them, and either send back energies or repress them.

Sometimes when we vibrate on the same level, we send back the same energy, or a different vibe in case of different vibrations, or it can be the completely opposite charge. But we always have the choice. Right now you contain energies that you most likely received from other people. All these things you wish you would do back at people for revenge, you are actually wishing that to yourself. Healing would allow you to differenciate those thoughts/emotions that are not yours and those you truly identify with as a person. Without conscious processing of these emotions, you continue to radiate the same energies you have received and therefore creating yourself a negative emotional loop.

Forgiveness would allow you to break the cycle. It would free you from your barriers and liberate your potential. Nobody else than you stands in your own way. Healing is not about sunshine and rainbows of illusionary karmic concepts, it's about understanding how to stop preventing your own happiness. In order to stand in a better well being in the future you must be able to radiate that emotional state right now. This is the purpose of these concepts. This is also how magic is performed: Not by seeking unreachable power and infinite energy but by stopping to prevent this infinite energy from flowing through you all the time.

Ashim was making the argument that anyone who does something will have the exact same done to them at some point, which is, as you pointed out, not how karma works, except in cases where arrogant governments, etc. decide to enforce some kind of system and invariably ends up being corrupt and arbitrary. I don't like those people.

The magick thing is probably an oversimplification; I've got a lot to learn. Because the energy flows certain ways in this illusion, so I have a lot to understand about the electromagnetic fields in my body/mind and how they interact with the world around me. I do need to prevent some blockages.

That is the saddest thing that I could possibly hear at the moment.
I wish you all the best.

Sad? Why?

Maybe it's a LHP thing. I definitely lean that direction.... I crave solitude. I want that feeling of alone-ness more than anything right now. Not just in a physicals sense, but a spiritual sense.