hey norral, your post reminds me of how i felt a few years ago - a temporary, fleeting happiness which was dependent on external factors and influences
i've found that working with the Ra material, Q'uo transcripts and other material and experiences that came along over the last 10 years or so, an inner core of happiness or contentment has developed that cannot be tarnished by external factors. i'm so grateful for this. happiness, contentment and a feeling of 'all is well' are the most important things in my 3d life that my spiritual searching has brought and i guess i wondered whether other people had had similar experiences
yes of course i still have ups and downs and stresses, mainly stresses, but these times don't damage me the way they used to because while dealing with difficulties my default position is still that of being happy, and what a gift that is, i have much to thank the Ra and Q'uo for in this respect as i don't think i could have found that internal stability so quickly had i not encountered the work of L/L Research
i've found that working with the Ra material, Q'uo transcripts and other material and experiences that came along over the last 10 years or so, an inner core of happiness or contentment has developed that cannot be tarnished by external factors. i'm so grateful for this. happiness, contentment and a feeling of 'all is well' are the most important things in my 3d life that my spiritual searching has brought and i guess i wondered whether other people had had similar experiences
yes of course i still have ups and downs and stresses, mainly stresses, but these times don't damage me the way they used to because while dealing with difficulties my default position is still that of being happy, and what a gift that is, i have much to thank the Ra and Q'uo for in this respect as i don't think i could have found that internal stability so quickly had i not encountered the work of L/L Research