04-29-2017, 12:41 PM
I'm not even sure that is the appropriate word.
I have a career I don't hate, I have activities I do. I have people I talk to regularly but I kind of feel like everyone else around me is going about life with some sort of purpose, some dream or hope. Something that is their primary anchor here in life.
I used to have that but after my catalyst experience I find the meaning of past times or experiences seems hollow or empty.
Its been a few years and I still can not find any real endeavor or passion to throw myself into that compares really to that feeling of home I experienced.
I see beauty everywhere, love but no thing to really dive deeply into.
It feels like everyone just moves along on track of their material life and I cant make that enough for me.
I'm curious if this is a wanderer thing or maybe I need some sort of healing.
I've heard people who have NDE come back and nothing feels quite like it used to. The experience is less somehow after what they experienced.
Curious of your experiences.
I have a career I don't hate, I have activities I do. I have people I talk to regularly but I kind of feel like everyone else around me is going about life with some sort of purpose, some dream or hope. Something that is their primary anchor here in life.
I used to have that but after my catalyst experience I find the meaning of past times or experiences seems hollow or empty.
Its been a few years and I still can not find any real endeavor or passion to throw myself into that compares really to that feeling of home I experienced.
I see beauty everywhere, love but no thing to really dive deeply into.
It feels like everyone just moves along on track of their material life and I cant make that enough for me.
I'm curious if this is a wanderer thing or maybe I need some sort of healing.
I've heard people who have NDE come back and nothing feels quite like it used to. The experience is less somehow after what they experienced.
Curious of your experiences.