If you activate your green-ray too early, how do you repair the damage?

[Nau7ik]

We contain all things, both light and dark! You are service to others my friend having negative or dark thoughts doesn't make you service to self. I heard this the other day... as we continue to open the heart we are called to continually up our balance in love and wisdom. You are seeing the world and yourself more clearly, and it is not all bright and pleasant. Acceptance and understanding are important as you see the shadows in the world and yourself. Be patient with yourself! Be kind and compassionate to yourself. We are in very intense times right now on our planet. Catalyst is challenging and difficult.

As we continue to walk our spiritual path, truths that we once believed can fall away. You are growing! Nothing is known in third density. What I've discovered along my path is that I really don't know anything! Everything that I had once thought to be true has almost entirely been shown to be other than what I perceived. Things are not as they appear. If you truly wish to know truth and to open your heart, trials and testing will come your way. You WILL be shown the truth, and the truth is not always pretty and pleasant. The truth can be ugly, painful, and uncomfortable.

In my estimation, I think you are doing just fine! You are certainly service to others, in my opinion. It's okay to take care of yourself and to love yourself. I'm fact, it's necessary to do so if one wishes to be effective in service to others. All is well my friend! You can always talk to us anytime