Service to self / service to others

[loostudent]

Thank you, all.  This has really helped, though I am still a bit confused about how someone of negative polarity can be harvested /.../

Welcome chamkigirl!

Ra explains that third density is the choice - the axis. "The remainder of the densities is continuous refining of the choice." Early Logoi chose a plan with less free will - in this Garden of Eden only STO polarity was available. Later the fruit of knowledge of good and evil was made avaiable through the veiling process. In this new conditions with more free will lessons of love became more effective. Those who love, love more deeply and those who resist, resist more deeply.

Harvestable/harvested negative entities serve the Creator in their own way (although it's just STS to them). The story of Job is a good example.

I think if this was not avaible, then we would also love less deeply - like in Edenic monochrome experiences:

There is the possibility of love of other-selves and service to other-selves, but there is the overwhelming awareness of the Creator in the self. The connection with the Creator is that of the umbilical cord. The security is total. Therefore, no love is terribly important; no pain terribly frightening; no effort, therefore, is made to serve for love or to benefit from fear. (82.22)