Hello everyone!

[Nau7ik]

Also, welcome friend! It's good to have you here with us and hope to hear more from you! I can't make any observations yet, other than you might be a wanderer. Is that what you're looking to know or find out?

I need to remember my purpose for being here. According to different descriptions I have read, I think I am a wanderer. I am actually quite terrified of knowing who I was before I came here.

You are living your purpose quite well right now but yes I understand that desire to know what your purpose is more and more clearly. You probably are a wanderer. Ra mentioned that there are three types of remembering for wanderers here:

36.24 Questioner: I’ll just ask one little short one that you may not be able to answer before the final… The short one is, can you tell me what percentage of the Wanderers on Earth today have been successful in penetrating the memory block and becoming aware who they are, and then finally, is there anything that we can do to make the instrument more comfortable or improve the contact?

Ra: I am Ra. We can approximate the percentage of those penetrating intelligently their status. This is between eight and one-half and nine and three-quarters percent. There is a larger percentile group of those who have a fairly well defined, shall we say, symptomology indicating to them that they are not of this, shall we say, “insanity.” This amounts to a bit over fifty percent of the remainder. Nearly one-third of the remainder are aware that something about them is different, so you see there are many gradations of awakening to the knowledge of being a Wanderer. We may add that it is to the middle and first of these groups that this information will, shall we say, make sense.

This instrument is well. The resting place is somewhat deleterious in its effect upon the comfort of the dorsal side of this instrument’s physical vehicle. We have mentioned this before.

You are conscientious. We leave you now, my friends.

I am Ra. I leave you in the love and in the light of the Infinite Creator. Go forth, then, rejoicing merrily in the power and the peace of the One Creator. Adonai.

it sounds to me like you're of the second grouping of wanderers who've defined the symptomology. Keep asking and seeking and you will surely find