I need help.... again!

[GentleReckoning]

You're just completely open to projected energies. And then you resonate with it completely. It's an orange ray distortion. Unconscious service-to-others of course, but it is in a passive aggressive fashion, and best to be minimized. Once balanced you can essentially read minds. Clean energy bodies with unpotentiated yellow rays will simply mirror others' distortions back to them as type of subconscious healing. Once you begin to develop boundaries and learn not to resonate with unpleasant energies the catalyst becomes transparent, and then as you no longer resonate with the lessons it begins to leave on it's own.

That's true. I too have realized this recently.
Can you guide me further?

I also noticed that I still like to impress others. haven't exactly grown beyond my ego yet...

Just continue gaining awareness, and begin standing up for the self more frequently as opportunity presents. When the orange ray inhibits the blue it's a yellow ray problem. Changing your perspective from: "I care for others and I want them to feel good." Becomes "I want to more strongly potentiate myself and others around me."

Do you keep your room clean perchance?