Creepy Dreams

[AnthroHeart]

I don't know why, but most of my catalyst comes out in dreams. Usually unsettling ones.

I dreamed of this black, smooth, spider like creature that was as small as a big spider. It's legs were under in instead of to the side.
It was in a box with a clear lid. And periodically it would scream out and hurt my ears. This awful scream.
Everyone loved it. I was terrified of it. It had like 40 silvery sharp teeth in it's mouth, and would open like most of the way.
One guy said it could take out a cocaine addict who was raging.
Very freaky.
Then it got loose and ran at below us while we all had our feet up. It seemed to be trying to reach up to me,
and scurried around quickly.

Should I have just loved this alien-like creature who screamed at everyone and opened its mouth to bite?

I did have a dream where I was talking to two angels who looked like humans in a run down scene,
and talked about another that had died. It wasn't uplifting. But it wasn't really down either.
Just a little unsettling. Angels (even the positive ones) aren't always sunshine and rainbows it seems.
I learned in a meditation they aren't always bliss, or at least bliss I can recognize. But they are love in
a sometimes uncomfortable way.

Is this creepy world where we go after we die? Where all our subconscous things suddenly become real?

I know I wanted to work through my fears, but during my dreams i usually give into them.
I don't ever have this creepy of thoughts during wakefulness.

I get a lot of unsettling dreams. Most I don't remember. Some I have to make tough decisions, like telling people they will be betrayed by another.