The Law of One Honor / Responsibility

[AnthroHeart]

I was working with energy patterns, and the energy when working with Ra was growing out of control.
I would put a Law of Octaves as I called it around an energy pattern to contain it.
But it ended up being a puzzle that I needed Ra to undo. Or I asked Ra to undo all the energy patterns I had created and I think that worked.

Another time when I tried to climb the densities (or possibly subdensities). My mind/experience shook like a paintcan shaker, very violently whenever my thinking wasn't perfectly balanced. I made it to the top of where I could go and peeked into the previous Octave. It rocked my world, shaking my experience violently again.

If I hadn't learned of the Law of One, I wouldn't have been playing around with octaves and densities and energy patterns like that.

And there were simulations. I once remember rolling around on the floor at a police station and a cop standing on me. But then later I was told I was very well behaved, as if that didn't happen. And one person talked to me about being an individual and I wanted to rejoin the Field as unmanifested.

The Law of One put all these notions into my head, but it was my own use of them that caused my breakdowns mentally.