Wow okay, those responses were extremely, extremely helpful. Thank you guys SO much!
I think that I DO need to take a few days to myself, because as I was reading the transcripts, I was thinking that perhaps I was relying too much on the information as being truth, and it's obviously having a negative effect on me (although maybe it is necessary) - and I'm not saying Q'uo has said anything wrong, but it's just a time where I need to use my own discernment and be by myself. This has helped growth.
And in addition, Yossarian, I found that really helpful because I feel those same things, and shows to me in perspective that obviously the intent of knowing these things is not to fall into feelings of doom and forcing myself to be of service all the time. We need time to ourselves and time for others, at an equal balance. I mean, service should not be something that we don't enjoy doing, it should be things that make us happy. This forum is full of really good friends and I'm very very thankful. Thank you guys!
I think that I DO need to take a few days to myself, because as I was reading the transcripts, I was thinking that perhaps I was relying too much on the information as being truth, and it's obviously having a negative effect on me (although maybe it is necessary) - and I'm not saying Q'uo has said anything wrong, but it's just a time where I need to use my own discernment and be by myself. This has helped growth.
And in addition, Yossarian, I found that really helpful because I feel those same things, and shows to me in perspective that obviously the intent of knowing these things is not to fall into feelings of doom and forcing myself to be of service all the time. We need time to ourselves and time for others, at an equal balance. I mean, service should not be something that we don't enjoy doing, it should be things that make us happy. This forum is full of really good friends and I'm very very thankful. Thank you guys!
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