12-22-2010, 12:03 AM
(12-21-2010, 07:46 PM)ahktu Wrote: There have been moments when I realized that, due to my expanding awareness, a huge, raw power lay at my fingertips, and there was much I could do with that power. My heightened awareness made me feel superior to those around me. I could easily control them and break their weak minds. It was a delicious, intoxicating feeling, and I had to take serious inventory of my intentions to avoid being swept away by the power.
you should sit and analyze that situation, in order to see whether the delicious, intoxicating feeling was actually the higher connectivity you had with the rest of existence arond you, and the higher vibration.
and, the 'easily control them and break their minds' part a manifestation/twist of an orange blockage.
Quote:but I don't see anything wrong with experimenting with both sides and seeing what works for you.
i have seen someone experimenting with the 'other side' and after 10 years now he still havent tidied up his psychology and his orientation towards the society.
this is not something that one can 'experiment with'. what one needs to do, is to act according to his/her spiritual inclinations. else, things may flop.
Quote:Attempting to do away with polarity by adopting a "sixth-density understanding of total unity" whilst living in 3rd density (whilst a noble a sentiment) is apparently ill advised
spirit is what it is. it cannot be forced, coerced, made do things. doesnt matter whether the entity is put in 3d or in 1d. the strongest bias and nature, are those of the spirit.
if the spirit is of a certain density's nature at a given time, it will want and make its way to what it desires. regardless of any factors and influences coerced from outside, it will push its way through. it doesnt matter even if the conditions are set by the central logos of this creation. spirit will still push its way through.