Prayer

[Relax]

Thank you Relaxo for sharing.
I liked what you said about fear being limited to what you give or allow.
I've had experiences that I would call initiation.
I do believe in my spirit guide. Once under hypnosis I felt his presence
and it made me tremble. Just the energy, no fear. It was actually pleasant.

I was attuned to Reiki III after I and II. But I didn't really use it much.
I work with a general energy. It could be Reiki since it knows exactly where to go.
But I don't really call it Reiki. More like intelligent energy. Unless they're the same thing,
I'm not sure.

and your spirit guide believes in you !

"intelligent energy" -  yes I think that would be Reiki... ('universal life force') as it's not us doing 'the healing' but being a pipe/channel/conduit for it to come through
you describe it well

"since it knows exactly where to go"

that's one of it's defining aspects...we can't have any agenda with it.... it leaves our palm chakras passes 'into' the person/creature/nature aspect and together they have a 'conversation'... interaction...

it benefits us also as it comes through our crown chakra fills us before leaving our palms... win/win

no depletion  

if you know any martial arts that use life force energy - it's the same energy as Qi, 'Hara' etc... but in permanent/automatic flow

and it has an inbuilt fail-safe - it can't be used for harm... plus the recipient can 'reject' it... though rarely does - as it's a neutral to wonderfully positive experience

does this sound relevant to you?