It's time now to go home

[Peregrinus]

I would suggest you might consider your understanding of time/space is skewed by space/time perception. From the time/space perspective, "right now" could be tomorrow, next week, year, decade, century, millennium, or longer, for time is circular, not linear. Even if you have been here in service for the entire 3rd density cycle, comparing that time with one's conscious spirit of millions if not hundreds of millions of years... is as Ra said, but "the blink of an eye".

No one spirit, when connected to intelligent infinity, ever feels alone or empty inside. The only possible place in existence where this feeling is possible is when within this illusion behind the heavy veil. I would suggest this mate is one aspect of you, and this aspect seeks for you to embrace it, to love it, so that you may progress.