Love and light to you brother. I'm going to offer some learned wisdom, and of course, I understand that words are much easier than action. I hope some of them can help, even if slightly.
You are love, and you are light. Darkness is a choice that one makes. Darkness cannot exist without it being chosen. You can choose the light whenever you wish to. Think of the Yin/Yang; in the dark, there is the spot of light one can move towards, no matter how small it may appear.
Be patient with yourself, and love yourself for being human. Love yourself for the experiences and wisdom you have gained over this incarnation so far. Love yourself for breaking free and finding yourself. Love yourself for being on a journey.
Most importantly, love yourself for being a being of infinite worth; you are the Creator.
Remember also that there is only the eternal now. The past and future do not exist. As soon as they pass they are irrelevant. They are only made relevant by one continually focusing on them. Let them go. let go.
You can choose, right now, to live in the moment, and search for love in the moment. Choosing, and trying your hardest, to find it in the moment is the greatest action you can ever offer.
Namasté, beautiful soul.
You are love, and you are light. Darkness is a choice that one makes. Darkness cannot exist without it being chosen. You can choose the light whenever you wish to. Think of the Yin/Yang; in the dark, there is the spot of light one can move towards, no matter how small it may appear.
Be patient with yourself, and love yourself for being human. Love yourself for the experiences and wisdom you have gained over this incarnation so far. Love yourself for breaking free and finding yourself. Love yourself for being on a journey.
Most importantly, love yourself for being a being of infinite worth; you are the Creator.
Remember also that there is only the eternal now. The past and future do not exist. As soon as they pass they are irrelevant. They are only made relevant by one continually focusing on them. Let them go. let go.
You can choose, right now, to live in the moment, and search for love in the moment. Choosing, and trying your hardest, to find it in the moment is the greatest action you can ever offer.
Namasté, beautiful soul.