01-25-2011, 08:49 PM
Thank you all for your suggestions! It's really encouraging to hear that others either have had or are having similar setbacks to meditation. I haven't been talking to others too much about this change in my life for a couple reasons. Firstly, I am so new to this that I feel like I don't have enough of a grasp on everything to portray it in the proper way. I know that day will come, but lets just say I want to be able to tell the story first-hand, not just repeat things I've read. Also, many people I know just aren't interested in changing the way the perceive life. So I feel like I'm taking this on alone. Sometimes it's been discouraging. But to see everyone eager to help me is really inspirational! Thanks again to everyone who posted their experiences, that has left me with many avenues to venture down. I will keep at it and keep checking back to see if anyone else may be of help!