what ive been feeling lately

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norral, I lived that too. In fact, I'm taking prescription meds for depressive disorder. If they didn't prevent my suicide (probably did), they sure made my existence more bearable.

I hope your post here is only a little venting and not something more serious, because if it is, then get help, puh-lease.

An observation: I think true Wanderers or just those who made the Choice before this life, came into this 3D with confidence that we will make a difference. Now we have confronted the Earthland resistance and, having been here so long (I'm in your decade), feel weary.

I also feel the approaching magnificence and hope I live to see it. Follow the many good tips from Crown and, I'm sure, more. Rejoice with the grand-kids for awhile, ignoring the big picture, but keeping eyes and ears open for the indicators of big positive change. I posted a quote by David Brooks in another thread that is truly heartening. The future is almost now. Yee hah!