02-14-2011, 05:34 AM
(02-13-2011, 05:28 PM)Ankh Wrote: I am not intersted in "normal" life activities anymore. I don't watch TV or buy any new clothes or do all that ordinary stuff people around seem to take such interest in. And I am 33. I get bored beyond any words talking about the superficial subjects with others. But what are we supposed to do? We came to serve. I don't know if we knew in advance that it's going to be this hard, but we probably felt bravery screaming "All for one, and one for all".
Hey I can relate to that, LOL. My mum is kind of surprised that I always wear the same old clothes, Jeans with holes and she always want to give me money to buy some new things. Well I have the money myself, but I am just not interested. I am sooo longing for an existence where none of all that is necessary (food, shelter, clothes) . I read recently "Earth is the only planet where you have to work in order to live there" - in other words we have to earn our existence to be able to survive. When all I want is just to be! Sometimes I feel like building myself a shed in the woods and live there, isolated. But you know what... some guy did that here in Germany and they put him into jail! It just is not permitted. We have less freedom than Neanderthal men, in that respect.
And sometimes I just want the veil to go away so badly and know everything that I knew before my last incarnation... sigh