Probable fault in balancing mechanic

[Confused]

i have a fault of finding faults in mechanics and correcting them. maybe because i am a programmer.

I personally do not think that is a fault. I would like to forward the following quote of master Ra, which I am sure you very well must know in your inner self (extracted from 80.10) -

It is also to be noted that an adept is one which has freed itself more and more from the constraints of the thoughts, opinions, and bonds of other-selves. Whether this is done for service to others or service to self, it is a necessary part of the awakening of the adept. This freedom is seen by those not free as what you would call evil or black. The magic is recognized; the nature is often not.

I know I do not have to interpret that for you

Soldier on in your service, brother, for many entities will offer gratitude if your articulated learning is firmly recorded in the logoic (or even the One Original Thought) memory. Please note that I am not into lifting up of personalities. I do not want my remarks to seem grandiose and flattering in that sense.