to 1)
From my point of view it smells like you have the given task to have to think about gender more than other souls.
to 2)
Hmm - specifically questions are difficult, because i feel that this questions seems to be part of my life, but only with a minor priority.
There are positive points of contact with people like you again and again and i interprete this as catalyst to think about gender.
The positive points are mostly the experience of an open heart, that is in contradiction to the ostracism of the society.
So i am glad to read that the Ra material has an healing impact to you.
The generally question is why there is this principle of gender?
What is the function / advantage in the creation of it?
When there is the one creator, will this be a experimental question about the need of sexuality for the propagation?
Rudolf Steiner has written that our bodies did reproduce with budding in the beginning and we know that sexuality is not needed in future densities.
So there is the question if sexuality is only an additional catalyst specially for the "middle range densities"?
Do we have the active choice / control of our gender preincarnatic?
From my point of view it smells like you have the given task to have to think about gender more than other souls.
to 2)
Hmm - specifically questions are difficult, because i feel that this questions seems to be part of my life, but only with a minor priority.
There are positive points of contact with people like you again and again and i interprete this as catalyst to think about gender.
The positive points are mostly the experience of an open heart, that is in contradiction to the ostracism of the society.
So i am glad to read that the Ra material has an healing impact to you.
The generally question is why there is this principle of gender?
What is the function / advantage in the creation of it?
When there is the one creator, will this be a experimental question about the need of sexuality for the propagation?
Rudolf Steiner has written that our bodies did reproduce with budding in the beginning and we know that sexuality is not needed in future densities.
So there is the question if sexuality is only an additional catalyst specially for the "middle range densities"?
Do we have the active choice / control of our gender preincarnatic?