Are you going to take the vaccine?

[Asolsutsesvyl]

I don't and didn't need anyone's narrative, only that from my guides, but that is highly personal and relates to my specific needs. The sacrifice I am making by being the outsider far outweighs the benefits of participating in the system, I've worked too hard on myself to just ignore and take another detour away from my destination. Others who also have strong internal guidance/relationships and abilities also have the same claims. And just to put this into perspective, this also goes for caffeine, alcohol, nicotine, pharmacological drugs (pain killers, headache meds), prescription drugs, processed foods, high fructose drinks, meats from animals who have experienced abnormal suffering, environmental toxins...etc...it's all about vibrations and bodily interactions. I am a sensitive instrument going through genetic changes, these vaccinations present the same issues for me, except the damage would take a little more energy to recover from (i.e. mRNA acting on the genetic level). I'm not even sure I would be able to get a shot without a bunch of circumstances getting in my way initially, my higher self or guides have their ways of "saving" me or manipulating circumstances (peoples behavior, environment, chance) to guide my path where needed.

I have one thing to add about inner guidance, based on experience, but I don't expect it to be useful at present, though it could potentially be later (some years ahead perhaps).

I've experienced sensitivity to some things coming and going over the years as a result of, in hindsight, gaining and losing subconscious expectations. For example, using wifi connections - I could feel that, for some years, but then it lost its impact, and I realized the pattern of what I had experienced earlier matched earlier subconscious expectations (e.g. a sensation gradually building).

Inner guidance in practice tends to be a mixture of several types of influence from several sources, difficult to tell apart at this level, yet the nature of it all is known at a different level. The confusion at this level may be compensated for in advance by some symbolic information, which can potentially be made sense of later, which sometimes works and sometimes doesn't.

I can't tell you which parts of what you experience are what, but on one thing I have a guess. I think that some years later, the sensitivity to those vaccinated some days earlier (which you described in an earlier post) may turn out to have followed subconscious expectations.

I wouldn't really expect you to take such possibilities seriously without firsthand learning that type of lesson through experience. Maybe that's the case with most who have a strong inner guidance to speak of.


On "being the outsider", I feel like one myself. The mainstream world doesn't in itself have anything existentially worthwhile for me. The alternative worlds I've explored have, however, turned out to be festering cesspools, though with a few gems in them -- and it turns out that for the most part, humanity has never done better than that. I hope the heart of what's meaningful can live on, that worthwhile (in part personal, in part beyond personal) explorations can continue in the future, even as I suspect that the outer forms of "alternative" at present will pass away in the future (and that it will be a good riddance).