Being a wanderer...

[pat19989]

I have no certainty about being a wanderer, or any type of being. But, I often feel like I am walking with one foot in the spiritual realm, and another in the physical realm.

All I think I "know" is my flesh within this grand illusion, which is very real and convincing to me. Yet, my spirit whispers to me, it yearns and is called in a different fashion that can not be fully known to me, no matter how hard I grasp at it.

When I seek discrete, clear answers to the many questions jumping around in my head, I usually am given/find hints, clues, and sometimes enigmas. And, these must be my comfort, a light to guide my way. Like breadcrumbs along my path.

Knowing, sensing or intuiting (but not knowing in the rational/logical sense with 100% certainty) is a delicate place to be, sometimes uneasy place to be. Or, it can be a magical place to be, a mystery-filled place beckoning us ever-forward.

And it is here that I remind myself: this 3D is not of the knowing, the provable.

In a beingness of One, truly One, we are all family. You, me, the flora and fauna, the ground upon which we walk, and many, many beings which I can barely, if at all, fathom ... we are all family.

Now, this doesn't answer - directly or explicitly - any of our burning questions. So, in walks "faith" and "intuition" ... to hold our hands as we walk.

I wonder if - for those of us who have such questions - we can seek answers within meditation, in chats with spirit guides. Ask for confirmation perhaps of our intuition, our hunches. Ask for our plan (incarnation) to be revealed to us (perhaps, in as far as we are ready to take responsibility for such knowledge).

I am very interested to read others' responses.

There have so many days, especially recently, where I feel confused and doubtful living under the veil. It scares me sometimes that I cannot possibly know what is the "right" path for me, what I am "meant to do" here. But I really think this line of thinking is faulty in and of itself, as there is never one path, never one lesson but many. And as long as we are living and experiencing catalyst, trying our best to grow within ourselves, I think we are doing just fine.

The ego has so many tricks up its sleeve to make us feel like there is a right and wrong to everything, just earlier today I was worrying that I wasn't ever going to feel the oneness of the universe ever again because I have been kind of caught up in my head as of late. Talk about delusion.

But anyway, I'm seeing a little more clearly now, and that peace is starting to arise within me. I'm not sure I'll ever find consistent peace with this life under the veil, but each return to peace serves as a reminder that we are ever changing, and we don't really need to know what's going on. I like to know things, so its hard for me to accept that, but it makes for good catalyst.

Thanks for these questions, aWanderer, I enjoyed pondering them. and thank you to everyone for there responses, great food for thought.