06-05-2009, 12:05 AM
Hi Tim,
I, too, went thru a period of despair and depression over all the conspiracy and "NWO" material out there. What made it worse was not being able to share my thoughts with family and friends for fear of sounding crazy, as well as potentially instilling fears in them too. I had never felt more alone in my entire life.
But at the same time, I knew there had to be some way of making sense of all this non-sense, and as "luck" would have it I came across the Ra Material. Thru these teachings I realized that my fears and depression were due to my non-acceptance of the fact that such things could exist in this world. So I accepted it, smiled, and then began my journey into faith...
All before us in this world is illusion, including the "NWO". Your depression and fear is the ultimate gift the Creator has given you. It is there to confound you and challenge you. It will force you to rely on simple faith, faith that there is a reason and a plan to all that is happening. But you cannot fight the "NWO" - you must transcend it. It is a catalyst to propel you to new spiritual heights. And remember, your thoughts can create powerful manifestations, both positive and negative, so always keep love in your heart and your thoughts.
As far as your troubles with meditation, try not to worry about it - how well you meditate is less important than making the commitment to do it regularly. Your commitment is what creates the true "magic" - the returning to meditation, again and again, despite the obstacles, forges your inner strength.
And finally, as far as finding your "purpose" in life, the Ra Material talks about the importance of simply "being" - letting the love and light of the Creator flow thru you and out to the world. The trick is getting out of its way. The "purpose" of life then becomes being the clearest channel for that love. For what else is true "success" in life?
Don't be disheartened, Tim, just keep seeking. All the keys and tools to your spiritual growth are already inside you - just be patient and stay on the path...
Love and light,
c_s
I, too, went thru a period of despair and depression over all the conspiracy and "NWO" material out there. What made it worse was not being able to share my thoughts with family and friends for fear of sounding crazy, as well as potentially instilling fears in them too. I had never felt more alone in my entire life.
But at the same time, I knew there had to be some way of making sense of all this non-sense, and as "luck" would have it I came across the Ra Material. Thru these teachings I realized that my fears and depression were due to my non-acceptance of the fact that such things could exist in this world. So I accepted it, smiled, and then began my journey into faith...
All before us in this world is illusion, including the "NWO". Your depression and fear is the ultimate gift the Creator has given you. It is there to confound you and challenge you. It will force you to rely on simple faith, faith that there is a reason and a plan to all that is happening. But you cannot fight the "NWO" - you must transcend it. It is a catalyst to propel you to new spiritual heights. And remember, your thoughts can create powerful manifestations, both positive and negative, so always keep love in your heart and your thoughts.
As far as your troubles with meditation, try not to worry about it - how well you meditate is less important than making the commitment to do it regularly. Your commitment is what creates the true "magic" - the returning to meditation, again and again, despite the obstacles, forges your inner strength.
And finally, as far as finding your "purpose" in life, the Ra Material talks about the importance of simply "being" - letting the love and light of the Creator flow thru you and out to the world. The trick is getting out of its way. The "purpose" of life then becomes being the clearest channel for that love. For what else is true "success" in life?
Don't be disheartened, Tim, just keep seeking. All the keys and tools to your spiritual growth are already inside you - just be patient and stay on the path...
Love and light,
c_s