04-07-2011, 01:50 PM
Dear Monica and Carla,
I have a question regarding motivation and Service-To-Others...
In 2005 I found out in a personal session with Q'uo that I am a 6d wanderer and a 6d walk-in...
Since learning of this info I have become somewhat obsessed with getting back to 6d after this incarnation, which has been compounded by the severe homesickness I feel the majority of the time...
I am concerned that my motivation has moved away from true altruistic Service-To-Others, to one that is motivated by the somewhat selfish concern of wanting to return home ( eventually )!
My question is this:
Can you recommend any method by which I may distinguish between STO motivated by altruism and STO motivated by the selfish desire to return to 6d?
I feel that this is also a pertinent question, not just for higher density wanderers, but for 3d M/B/S Complexes aspiring to graduate to 4d...
Are we STO purely for the sake of it or are we STO to graduate...
How do we distinguish which is which and does it even matter?
I hope that this is a worthwhile question for your show!
Thank you so much Monica and Carla for all that you do for us!!!
Jim
I have a question regarding motivation and Service-To-Others...
In 2005 I found out in a personal session with Q'uo that I am a 6d wanderer and a 6d walk-in...
Since learning of this info I have become somewhat obsessed with getting back to 6d after this incarnation, which has been compounded by the severe homesickness I feel the majority of the time...
I am concerned that my motivation has moved away from true altruistic Service-To-Others, to one that is motivated by the somewhat selfish concern of wanting to return home ( eventually )!
My question is this:
Can you recommend any method by which I may distinguish between STO motivated by altruism and STO motivated by the selfish desire to return to 6d?
I feel that this is also a pertinent question, not just for higher density wanderers, but for 3d M/B/S Complexes aspiring to graduate to 4d...
Are we STO purely for the sake of it or are we STO to graduate...
How do we distinguish which is which and does it even matter?
I hope that this is a worthwhile question for your show!
Thank you so much Monica and Carla for all that you do for us!!!
Jim